I'm feeling mostly good now, i just looked at some pictures of where we're going and it made me really excited.It looks beautiful!
Although i'm still utterly terrified. I'm mostly scared of not being able to cope with things, of falling out with people who i usually love to pieces, and of generally not having a good time.
HOWEVER! i've been thinking more and more about how this is unlikely!
Because:
- i am going to throw myself into every opportunity and push myself and laugh it all off if it all goes wrong.
- i love my friends and we're just going to have the best time together, we always have so much fun, and i get to experience it with some of the best people i know.
- i'll be in india! if all else fails, i am somewhere new and amazing, and exploring a place like that must make everything alright, it just has to.
It's going to be amazing. Here's to new experiences!
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